Dont Say The "P' Word!
On the edge Overthinking. Not enough room to think. Not enough sleep No where to hide Only room to be present. Mami Hood. My daughter was born VIA C-section at 7:01 pm on October the 18th 2019. In case you don't know the recovery process of a c-section is horrible. With every movement I made after the procedure I felt like somebody was stabbing me. It felt so bad to the point where I couldn't even hold my daughter the way I wanted to. Using the bathroom was even worst. The first day I brought my daughter home I seriously was naive to the fact that caring for a little human 24/7 would be so massive. Everything had changed so drastically in a way that scared the living shit out of me. Everything centered around her. Making sure she wasn't hungry, she's breathing, if her diaper needed to be changed. All while my body felt like my guts were going to fall out at any moment. I think one of the hardest things was watching everybody else lives...